And what am I doing now? While the rest are fast asleep. And what am I trying to proof here? What do I want to do with my life? Is there such an answer?
All I want to do is, having someone who is at the end of the day will hug me and kiss my lips, embrace me with his arms.

Or maybe get that damn database get done by half an hour.
Why is it very hard to explain to them that translating reports into database and then into maps, it needs both time and tricks. Translating qualitative into quantitative is not only copy paste words into columns.

I want to give you solutions and big smile, but I think tonight I can not handle this anymore. If you ever notice, this is the first time I complain about the job I’ve been working on.

I need more coffee.

or simply your hugs.